Your Nerd is showing...

And by "Your" I mean "my". I haven't been on the real internet for a while now. I usually spend a great deal of time on the internet: looking at MySpace, writing these blogs, reading internet comics, chatting, that kind of stuff. Lately though I have been caught up in a whirlwind of Nerd. I have been playing an inordinant amount of time playing Sims 2. I even went so far as to create my own desktop for it, so that MSN Messenger, and AIM don't start up, so that I can start playing that much sooner.

Now you may be thinking, "Wow, I had no clue Jenny was so nerdy! That is amazing!" or "Well I knew it was only a matter of time before she succumbed". But I do want to point something out. I can still talk about normal things, and I still shower. Therefore I am better off that most.

All My Secrets.

I have some secrets. Most of them are about myself, things I have done, things i want to do. Occasionally I just want to tell everyone all my secrets. To just get them out on the table and say "There. That's me. Still think I'm (fill in the blank)?" just to get stuff off my chest. I have been to that website where you can type in your secret and disappears into all the other secrets and no one ever sees it. But I don't really want my secrets to just disappear. I want them to be where folks can read them and maybe even call me on it. Say : "I didn't know that about you." but at the same time there are reasons that these things are secrets. Reasons I never told anyone. But I am not sure they are very good reasons. Reasons like I am ashamed I did this, or I wish I still (fill in the blank) and of course the ever-present I dont want you to think less of me for doing this. Anyways. I just want you to know that I do have secrets and that I think they are going to come out soon. Not come out as in the police are going to dig up bodies, but comeout as in I don't think I can stand by and watch people make the same mistakes I did. Not when maybe I can point them away from it.

Hello!! I am back!!

Okay so I'm back. What? You didn't notice I was gone? Shame on you. I was thisclose to death for like 3 days and you didn't even notice I was gone. No I'm just kidding. I wasn't close to death. I have a sinus infection and for a few days it hurt pretty bad. It's getting better though. I think I'll be okay. Anyways. I don't think there is much of anything for me to write. I just wanted to let everyone on the internet know that I was sick, because it is important. So you go have a nice day!!